The sun is too much
yesterday the darkness was too much
But now the sun is too much
And everything is tiring
Even though I havent done a thing
Everything is tiring
Maybe Im lacking the vitamins that I overdosed on yesterday
A shot of D and vitamin D can surely kill depression
A man had 4 pints of coke with his meal and now the internet hates him whats the big deal?
I look down on my hands who used to make wonderful meals
Now mainly used to microwave feels
The sun is still up
But the darkness is already too much
If I lay down a moment will I loose the momentum?
Make another coffee and repeat ad infinitum
I call up my sister
tell her everything is deligt,
I refuse request for video, I dont feel like smiling,
And I make another coffee, its a delight
Open up my emails, prepare for a fight,
But they are empty
As theyve been,
Five long months so it seems,
History class on Teams,
Solidifies my belief,
That art is a career for the privileged,
and for others its just dreams.